I needed people to know who read this that not every day is a bad day. Everyday is difficult in that I swing from emotion to emotion, but at the end of the day I can rest and reflect on the good. Yesterday was a good day. I spent time writing my blog, which meant I got to reflect and think of my girl and her impact on me now. I cry through that process but when it's done I feel good. It's good. I walked my pups and then ran a couple miles for the first time in weeks. It felt great. I ended the evening spending time with my man and the World Series game 5 win for the Rangers. I also was able to read comments and messages from readers which always gives me an ounce of healing. Today...I hope for a good day. Today is 5 month to the day that my girl has been taken from me Yeah, all I can do is hope for a good day.
Amanda Maloney
10/25/2011 02:27:39 am
I hope these good days grow closer and closer together. We pray for your healing frequently. We also sing the songs from Maggie's service and talk about how those are her songs.
Caren
10/25/2011 08:22:20 am
So glad you are doing this! We think about you, Stephen and your girls often. I appreciate how open and authentic you both are as you walk down this difficult road. I hope to be the kind of friend who can be a support for friends who are in mourning on good days and bad. We have missed you (although we've been gone the last three weeks, too) and hope you are home soon! Leave a Reply. | WriterMy name is Joy. I am not a writer by profession or previous hobby. I am doing my best to put into words what I think and feel as time grows further from having my children. It's a tough battle everyday. Mourn as I mourn, rejoice as I rejoice. Here we go.
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